Refusal to Return

Iup is a very interesting school but it really far. When I first came to IUP i was saying to myself wow im going to love it here. That didnt happen. My first semester was the worst. I was so homesick that i was actual sick very often. I was stressed to the t. I have never been away from my family for so long. Any where I usually travel with them but we are together. It was hard to come back for spring semester.
I had got set in my ways and knew that iup wasn’t for me. The week before it was time to go back to school. I was really ways the pros and cons of this school. In the end the cons out weighted the pros. The biggest thing was leaving my newborn niece. She is my heart I love that little girl so much.
For some reason I still came back. I felt like my journey was not complete. It was like someone was calling my and i just couldn’t resist it. Although I still miss family I understand that I will see them often . I just have to be patient and grow from this experience.